Careless Does Not Mean NOT CARE

Do u really know what does the word 'care' mean? Yupp, ambik berat. But wut about 'careless'? Tidak mengambil berat? Nope.. maksud dia dalam Bahasa Malaysia 'cuai', dalam istilah yang lebih tepat. Maybe ada org yg tak setuju. Mesti ramai yg kata 'cuai' dalam English is clumsy, but sorry - have to disagree with u guys, coz clumsy means 'cemerkap'. Or 'loai' dalam loghat org Kedah. Or ada gak org sebut 'loglaq' or 'keloloh'. Hehe. Well, entry kali nie adalah berkisar tentang 'care'. Baca sampai abis tau (dont bother to just scan thru and look for that particular word).. here goes...

Aku dikejutkan dari tidurku yang best dengan satu panggilan telefon. Perbualan aku dlm phone tu lebih kurang camni la:


" Hello. Boleh saya cakap dengan En. Hazaril Firdaus?"

"- Ya, bercakap."

"Encik Hazaril, encik takde terima ke surat panggilan temuduga MATRADE?"

"-Ho? Takde pun."

"Encik pakai alamat Cheras kan?Kami dah pos awal bulan dah cik"

"-Yeke? Betul ni.. saya tak terima surat apa pun!"

"Yeke cik? Sebenarnya temuduga tu hari ni cik, pukul 9. So kalau cik masih berminat, sempat lagi ni. Kami boleh arrange nama cik last sekali."

"-Hmm. InsyaAllah. Saya cuba. Kalau ada rezki, sampai lah kot nanti."


Lebih kurang camtu la. Lawak kan? Aku dengan hanginnya terus nekad tanak pegi. Tetiba Kak Elin lak message. Dia suh pegi jugak. Aku tau kalau aku tak pegi, sure abah mama pun akan tau sebab reporter sure takkan duduk senyap nyer! So nak tak nak aku pegi la jugak. Kelam kabut aku. Baju pun takde. Rambut serabai tah cam hapa. Sijil² tah mana duduk tah sume. Aduu.

Last² berjaya gak aku sampai dlm kul 10.15 kat MATRADE Jln Duta, n berjaya jugak melepasi interview tersebut dgn jayanya. Nak dijadikan citer plak, kununnya (menurut Kak Elin n akak receptionist yang jaga pintu bilik interview tu), memang rezeki aku kaw² punya sebab still sempat sampai walaupun last minute and most crucial is - diorang memang nak hire LAKI! Haha.. hell yeah, of coz I'm that lucky lelaki!

On the way balik umah, baru aku teringat sesuatu. Actually aku ada la terima satu notis dari Pos Malaysia few days back, suh aku kutip courier kat Pej Pos.. masa posmen antar courier tu, takde sapa kat umah. Hurmm.. surat tu la kot. Heheh. Heheheheheh.

So, what do u think.. do I look like I care? Hehehe...

p/s : Careful for who you care for.

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Time can never mend
the careless whispers of a good friend
to the heart and mind, ignorance is kind
there's no comfort in the truth
pain is all you'll find
should've known better
I feel so unsure as I take your hand
and lead you to the dance floor
as the music dies, something in your eyes
calls to mind the silver screen
and all its sad good-byes..

I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
never without your love..

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
maybe it's better this way
we'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say
we could have been so good together
we could have lived this dance forever
but noone's gonna dance with me
please stay..

And I'm never gonna dance again
guilty feet have got no rhythm
though it's easy to pretend
I know you're not a fool
should've known better than to cheat a friend
and waste the chance that I've been given
so I'm never gonna dance again
the way I danced with you
never without your love..
Now that you're gone
What I did's so wrong
that you had to leave me alone...

:: Credits to 'Uncle' George Michael ::